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In February 2001. I took off the church with emeritus status, meaning that clergy are no longer active in the church structure. They make such a separation in a worship which was attended by perhaps more than ten thousand congregations in the Bung Karno, Senayan. Above the pulpit again I repeat the reasons for resignation. I can not describe the event. Looked at hundreds of pairs of eyes from the pulpit, it feels a million. Disappointed and angry, ask questions without answers, all berkelindan. And I' ll leave this atmosphere, perhaps forever. Half of my soul will be missed here, with them, along with my expectations, the stories that have not been finalized.

Pastor also human. If humans have a dark side, is not also a pastor?

From the ancient records of human history and even the prophet had passed through the dark, most humiliating of his life. Bloody power struggle, the disclosure of homosexuality hidden behind the walls of the church dull, the vicious practice of sexual harassment, pemlintiran lies on the basis of religion and divinity, all have been reported. For the sake of a variety of interests, many stories that were previously silent to be permanent are recorded in a book.

Not for the reason that this book was written. Not looking for justification in order to get support. All events in this book is a history that can not be changed. He will remain there, written or not written. In the quiet times that of the hero discover another side of life. On the hard road full of insult, he had an encounter with God again, become mature, scalable, and trusting that God will never leave alone even when he fell and sinned.

No matter how bad events that happen to a person, would be a valuable lesson, which after that lies entirely in your hands, readers.